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I'm home alone in my messy house with my three kids, who are all occupied

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The heck with the house. Be glad the boys are occupied...you are most important right now.

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How can I see T tomorrow? How can I go back to AA?

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Put one foot in front of the other and trudge trudge trudge.

It is so difficult to deal with addictions. They cover up the raw feelings that we hold inside. The shame we experience when we slip up on goals is old shame. You are so brave. Just keep going, and talking.

Be good to yourself.