I live in an extremely small community. I have to drive 30 minutes (hour to there and back) 3 days a week for relapse prevention group and I go to one NA and one AA meeting here in this county, that's all they have here. I've asked Leisa, the lady over the relapse program, if she could help me as far as finding some sort of housing that's based on income and from what I understand, you have to be at least 19 to get in these units. But yes, my meetings help me a great deal. It's the only time I feel somewhat normal, since everyone else there has the same problems.

I feel really stupid saying this, but I'm not very good with legal stuff. I've been on the streets and around street drugs/people most of my life, so I know 'street smarts', when it comes to legal stuff, my mind gets blurred and I usually end up crying. I guess that's why I just agree to everything that's done to me or involving me when it comes to my medications, doctors, court stuff dealing with my drug charges, and even my check. Sorry, I'm a dumby.