Well you want to know something funny? I drempt I was in Christina Aguileras house and it was like a shrine to her baby. Then all of a sudden I was like 7 months pregnant and having a baby shower. What the heck is this?!

And another random thought: I miss my wedding, our one year is coming up and I was thinking how I miss the cake, and the planning and everything. I thought to myself: I want to "plan" something else, and then it hit me. A baby shower! (No im not even pregnant yet, but it doesnt mean I cant plan stuff out and daydream about it right?) I actually want my minor in college to be specialty cakes, and I would love to do that on the side right out of my own home! I have so many ideas for cakes, and the one thing that will be a hard decision will be if i have the bakery that did my wedding cake do it, or if i do it myself. Now that I have a new house and a good sized kitchen, the sky is the limit. I may suck at cooking, but if its one thing ive never messed up, its cakes. I want a multi-tiered cake for the baby shower, maybe even multiple cupcakes to surrount the cake, I am so retarted, why am i getting so excited about planning a baby shower when i havent even gotten pregnant with the baby itself? WHAT A CRAZY IDEA, but this will probably fufill my yearning to re-live the excitement of the wedding in a different aspect. At our wedding, not only did we have a beautiful cake with champagne glasses between the tiers, we also had a chocolate fountain which was an absolute hit! So you know i will do something special for the baby shower (whenever that may come to be) im sure it will be a few years down the line but by then im sure i will be laying out all my specifications from all my daydreaming. geez, im nuts.