I am doing much much better now. But for some reason (probably just another form of greif) I am scared of something digging up my dog. I don't know why, but what if some wild animal smells decomposition and wants to dig her up? Or does that just not happen? It doesnt help that Im scared of the dark sometimes, so when i walk up to the house (shes buried in the back yard) im scared that I will see her dug up by an animal. Is this odd?
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you.
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