Hi, I’m 17, I have been diagnosed with being anorexic by my doctor, (not anorexia nervosa) I’m just under weight I don’t want to be, but my doctor says it’s from stress. He said that I could be depressed but that’s only my age.
My worry of Schizophrenia comes from me having feelings that don’t suit where i am. il try to explain. About a week ago i couldn't talk for a brief period, around 5mins i would try but the words just wouldn’t come out, it was very strange. I was with my girl friend who become worried as i was acting strange shortly before, (talking quickly and not making much sense.) this feeling of not being able to talk was like something was in control holding me back. (like I was shouting out in a library or somewhere where I would usually feel anxious to shout out ). Also I am often feeling scared like something is behind me, and I HAVE to check behind my back. I’m not looking for anything really i just feel like I have to see what is there or something will happen because I didn’t check. I often don't feel like other people are really there talking to me I just blank them out like their not even there but sometimes objects in the room are there like people. They have a presence like someone in the room. I often feel my chair in my room is actually looking AT me. It’s tough to explain what is happening.
I don’t know if this means anything or not.
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