(((((((Angela))))))))

Dear you don't suck, you're just extremely overwhelmed! You have lots and lots on your plate and even though we all like to think we're superhuman we're not. Let me tell you my story of failure for the week.....(and then you'll see the definition of "I suck" and "stupid", I should have it tattooed on my forehead!) Earlier this week, I stopped taking my meds -- had had enough. I stop taking them, I feel fine at first, 24 hours later I'm up doing everything can't sit still & 24 hours later, I'm really down -- my muscles ache, my eye is twitching, I have a headache and I have this ball of gnawing nothingness and everything at the same time in the pit of my gut. I then sleep for 12 1/2 hours straight. Next day I wake up....repeat, but feel worse. So today I take my meds. Believe it or not (big shock) I feel better.

See even us smarties do silly things sometimes. HOWEVER, I don't see anything that you described as being silly. Your life is just complicated right now. Try not to stress so much, easier said than done, I know, but just TRY...please. What will be will be, no matter how much we worry or stress.

Many blessings hon.

Take care,
Kimberly.