Wow....I can't tell you how creepy it was for me to read this...especially since I have been having the same type of dreams of my exboyfriend from college that I also loved very much.... He also ended up marrying shortly after we broke up.....and we were involved up to the day before he got married...

My dreams are also of us being back together...and I have been stressing about it lately...thinking a lot about it and crying a lot about it... I don't know why now, since I am bipolar I'm sure it is just the depression taking hold of me...

I hope that you can get through this difficult time by talking things over with your therapist, that is just what I planned on doing next week... I have been writing things down so I can specifically talk with her about it....

I wish you well...and may you find someone who will love you like you deserve to be loved....

TJ