Bamma -- You are not a dumby for being overwhelmed by legal language. In fact, lawyers invented this scam so that they could use language that excludes the rest of us and they could charge us a lot of money to tell us what the contracts and "legalese" language means.

<i> You can do this.</i>

You may not like doing it. But you can. Step by step, just like working a program. One tiny step at a time. One day at a time. You put your belief in a higher power to help you get clean and sober, and now you can put your faith in a higher power to lead you to the people and situations and opportunities that will help you. May not happen tomorrow morning. Have faith. Be persistent. Take a deep breath and one step at a time.

And keep posting!

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