I too seem to be on this same ocean. Lots of change, and t took charge last time - and i let her and rode it out with her. That is nice, Sunny, that you can have that pinnicle moment now rather than later looking back. Knowing it is a time of change while you are in it. That is huge.
Holding for you the continued change of the behavoial pattern.
((((((((((sunny)))))))))))))
kiya