(((((((((((((((((((Justgiving)))))))))))))))))))

In no way shape or form are you pathetic sweetie. You are a very caring, beautiful person who has been hurt and are still recoiling from it. It does take time, you are a wonderful human being who has every right to live your life happily, without judgement and without being walked all over by others .... please dont say you are pathetic, you're such a gentle soul and always there for others .... i love you, it's hard sometimes to show our own feelings if we are hurt, like you say .... i am very guilty of going off the rails that way, MY issues seem to flood out of my mouth if I am angry or triggered, i dont stop to think of others feelings, but it's not something i do on purpose, so i know where you are coming from ... you are a better person than I for thinking the way you do ..... i wish i was more like you ...... but you still have to talk and get your hurt out hon .... here always for you, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo