(((((((((Angela)))))))))))

Hang in there. I'm fighting it along with you. Maybe there is strength in numbers? I wanted to too yesterday and today, but didn't want to disappoint T. My reasons were pretty stupid, but you are dealing with some significant stress. While I believe that you do better at a lot of those things than you think (or that you will), I also totally relate. It's scary. And I sure understand wanting to have a way to release and cope with the stress. You posted here, and we've talked. What other effective ways are there to cope? I need to find them too. Maybe somebody can make some suggestions? Hang in there, sweetie. I care about you, and I don't want you to hurt.
Love,
Wendy