An update--Progress & Good News--
The reponses received were helpful beyond words--I am forever grateful. I held on to every word and worked to follow your advice and came through the crisis. For those who may have prayed without posting, I am forever grateful to you too.
I'm making progress. I'm continuing to follow my P's instructions with meds, sleep, doing my best working on patterns of thinking, etc.
I received GREAT news yesterday! I am being reassigned to another department and, no kidding, 75% less stress, and I'll be working, believe me. I'll be on vacation when the reassignment takes effect so I only have one day left on the old job. Also yesterday Hubby changed the cruise to same time next year because by then I should be well and enjoy it much more. For this vacation break, we'll take 2 three-day trips to neighboring states to enjoy the peace, history and beauty we find there.
I am seeing some light again, feeling some hope again.
Friends and Facilitators here at PC, I thank God for you and my Hubby and all the wisdom and caring you have all shared with me.
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