An update--Progress & Good News--
The reponses received were helpful beyond words--I am forever grateful. I held on to every word and worked to follow your advice and came through the crisis. For those who may have prayed without posting, I am forever grateful to you too.
I'm making progress. I'm continuing to follow my P's instructions with meds, sleep, doing my best working on patterns of thinking, etc.
Ugh. I'm sorry my old post got re-posted. I meant to post this new post:
I received GREAT news yesterday! I am being reassigned to another department and, no kidding, 75% less stress, and I'll be working, believe me. I'll be on vacation when the reassignment takes effect so I only have one day left on the old job. Also yesterday Hubby changed the cruise to same time next year because by then I should be well and enjoy it much more. For this vacation break, we'll take 2 three-day trips to neighboring states to enjoy the peace, history and beauty we find there.
I am seeing some light again, feeling some hope again.
Friends and Facilitators here at PC, I thank God for you and my Hubby and all the wisdom and caring you have all shared with me.
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