i know johnshaft, you are right about what you said in your reply, for me to wake up....
i totally realize this guy is a player...
and i take responsibility for allowing myself to get too drunk.
(i need to learn how to say no to more alcohol)
he did call me by the way.. he called today (friday).
what i didnt realize is that he didnt have my number...
he asked me for it on thursday.

ive been with guys whove had girlfriends many times, and im not bothered by it.
id rather be the one he's cheating with , than the one who is being cheated on...

after 2 long years of waiting for my ex who went to the military, then deciding not to see him one last time(he called out of the clear blue after a year and a half)
i needed this...
i also know i deserve a guy who will be mine and only mine,
so maybe ill get lucky someday and that will happen.
this one is just someone fun.