Thanks B Bear and Sunrise =)
Yeah, Sunrise, i did start panicking today - but reading thse reminded me that i can be in that space again and that felt better. I know things will really open up once i can be free of these shackles!!

BBear - it IS really awesome. I'd never figure out this system on my own. And it sounds like I'm gonna have a case worker... so many new things to understand. The lil's are going to need help. We tried some packing today and owlet especially freaked. She's the one who always got hurt in the moves (and SA after the moves for some reason) so there is much she thinks she needs to fear. Her stuff can't be packed until last.