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I cut tonight for the first time in 2008... kinda blew my new years resolution. But it was weird, I didn't do it because I was sad or upset. I did it because my girlfriend and I have been fighting a lot and I've hurt her before (emotionally only) and I just felt like I deserved it. If she has to suffer because of me then I should as well... that was how I saw things... I'm new here and i signed up literally 5 minutes ago so I'm not really sure what to say or anything. I apologize for my ramblings. </font>