I can't do it anymore I really can't cope. Depression has got such a strong hold on me and I really want to give in.
I hurt so badly in my heart, I'm dying inside and I can't get through this. I only ever had my mum and (long distance boyfriend) to help me through this... my boyfriend is now at home for the summer but I want to hate him, he doesn't care about me one bit and I'm heartbroken. I have no friends shoulders to cry on... noone to take me on girly days/nights out to take my mind off it. He's made this situation so much worse and I want to hate him, but I love him.
I'm so alone and I don't know what to do... every day I'm in pieces, just crying and hurting and wishing the day to end. I don't know how to get better, I don't know how to be me anymore, I just want it all to go away but it just all seems to get worse every day.
I don't know how to cope
I can't even think how to put all this into words 'cause I'm so depressed, angry and hopeless
I'm so sorry for taking up your time