I havent even opened up to my doctor about my psychosis yet. Im convinced that they cant really help me at all. It may just be a delusion but I believe it is true. Every time I say something is wrong or open up or the doctors believe that something is wrong with me, without hesitation the doctors automatically put me on medication. This was the case a few years ago when I had bad depression.

At this time, Im against medication. Im not sure if I will ever take any again unless I get really bad. Right now Im not doing too bad so I dont believe I need it right now, Im trying to fight all of this on my own.