its sad that you are suffering so supermansgirlfriend... i wish you werent feeling so badly.. it hurts very much to feel alone and unappreciated... you mustn't believe those lies though... you matter very much and the pain you have is very hard...

try to believe that this is only the way you feel at this moment and try to believe there are better times for you ahead... surviving depression is a test of endurance in many ways but never give up the belief that you are worth it....

i know its hard right now, but as quickly as you are able, appreciate a simple thing... one act of kindness you gave someone else or received yourself.... it may seem small but stacked together, a few good acts can change a frown to a smile.... you matter... you will see in time...

for now, i understand and wish you didnt suffer so...