Today I have to take my dd over to a friends house to drop her off and I am freaking out about it. I am trying now to think about it in terms of freaking out but it is not working. I don't want to do it... I know she needs to be able to go over to friends house and have fun but it is hard for me... I want to just drop her off,but I know I must at least go up the house and say hello...heavy sigh. I don't know how I'm going to do this. I feel so inept... Maybe a couple of valium might help...if I take them now... I have an hour...

Why is meeting people and going out so hard for me. My T says I have made progress because at least I am getting of the house to take her now, since my ex is away...but this is very very difficult and I hate it! Especially, because the people don't like me very much...

TJ