<font color="purple">I would like to tell a personal story that relates well to this, but it's about my friend, and I swore I would NEVER tell anyone, so I'm not going to. The most I can say is don't try killing yourself again because even though you think that you are hurting your son now...killing yourself would just wrek him. Tell him how much you love him, and love yourself too, and one day he'll understand. </font>