Hi CCL -- My intention certainly wasn't to make you feel regret or anything else that is foreign to your world view and identity. The previous was completely about me. I can't even say that <i>I</i> regret what I did. It was the only time in my life that I cut loose from society's conventions and rebelled -- and considering that so many people in my generational cohort were part of the culture of sexual liberation and liberal drug use, in some ways my behavior was pretty "mainstream."
Nope, I too am glad that I got to enjoy my sexuality. So I guess I can say that I'm glad that I was blind to the danger I put myself in -- if I weren't, it wouldn't have been enjoyable -- but I also look back and feel glad that I survived, didn't contract a life-altering disease, and I see the restless seeking for more than pleasurable sex that also was a dimension of my behaviors.
So again, this post is about me.
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