Well, I have been reading and replying some but have been off in my own space. I had a sinus infection a few weeks back and it's still here. My daughter is having another surgery on her nose in a few hours. I got 2 complaints from volunteers at work, and a list of 8 mistakes I have made in state enforced paperwork at work. I feel vulnerable. It's the ptsd crap. If I can be perfect I won't be hurt. I am so far from perfect. My memory is non-existant and I need to change the way I do things to accomodate for this. I am so scattered. A lot has been happening here and I have been distracted on top of usual lack of memory. I feel like a failure at my job. Took today for daughter's surgery but the office wanted me there for a big staff meeting. Need a clone. Ear aches, face hurts. Happy stuff. Little Benny looks like a black grizzily bear and acts it too. He is fierce. We have had to scruff him for playing to rough with us. He is funny, falls off the bed when he's wrestling and grabs the toilet paper every chance he gets. On his bed he has hubbies slipper, a tie, 2 beanie babies and my sock. That's my update.