KD, I'm suppose to have a plan???? I'll be home in the morning saturday alone to have some quiet time to myself. Could be a good thing or could be a bad thing?? I haven't slept hardly any last night. To much shaking and clinching of my teeth to get comfortable. I'm just trying to stay calm and not cry. I want to cry I have to go back next friday to go through this all again. I signed my no hard contract and my T told me that we would do some more work at our next appointment next friday. So right now I'm just doing minute to minute. Thank you all for caring.