Yo! (((((monty)))))))So glad you kinda survived the dreaded appt!!

However....sounds like you did what I did about the infamous "MPD w/ ED" who wanted to bump us off if we didn't lost ALOT of weight FAST!! I went to my appt w/ T and tried to eat up clock time talking about ANYTHING else!

Just remember "There are no shortcuts going to anywhere worthwhile" In this case, the "worthwhile" is making "the peace" because the ultimate goal in therapy of this Dx, is everyone working together in a somewhat cooperative manner. Yeah, easier said than done, huh?

Are you worried about "her" coming out on Saturday when you're alone?

Please allow yourself to cry... It's like TNT if held in, trust me! Get comfortable, close your eyes & breathe deeply & allow that need to cry rise up...and cut loose, baby! It's all part of the therapy process...& afterwards....don't beat on yourself for "being weak"! (I do that a lot & it turns into the "one step forward & three steps back" theory.

If you get "nervous" Saturday, put together a to-do, to-call list NOW --- It will prevent any "accidents".

Again..congrats! (((((DayZee))))))))