I'm not familiar with the idea of water detox. Does that mean drinking water instead of eating when you are hungry? And what is movies buzz... are you a movie junkie?

I totally understand your not wanting anyone IRL to know about your condition. I also understand not even wanting to tell a professional. It took me years of believing I could fix it on my own to get to the point where I realized that, in my case, that wasn't going to happen.

The thing that I think was most ridiculous in my case is everyone I ever lived with knew, of course. Food doesn't disappear at night without people noticing....

Got to go.... More later. Take care of yourself. Thanks for sharing. It is encouraging to know that others have similar struggles.