(((Kerry)))) i dont recall ever having told you not to post here.. i do recall when you have mentioned more than once that your T recommended you distance yourself from these type boards...

its just that ive noticed (like yourself and others) that your cycle appears to intensify after you've been posting her for a month or so.. always wishing the best for you kerry... please dont take it in the wrong way.. sometimes we are unable to monitor ourselves and kind feedback is able to help us see our own patterns that we sometimes miss... when we expose ourselves to sensitive topics, we open ourselves to potential pains... i was only thinking of your own best interest as i understand that at times reading some of the posts here is not in our own best interest and at times we fail to self protect ourselves... there is nothing wrong at all with mentioning a break if someone seems overwhelmed... if you really think about it Kerry you will see that i'm correct... its important to do self care for your own best interests and when you can get to a more stable place yourself you will find that you are better equipped to help others...

many times your posts are descriptive of the psychotically depressed and that is a dangerous state of mind.. please prevent further self harm (((Jinny))))