Well, thats what I meant. Whether its a normal doctor, psychiatrist, psychologist, counselor, Ive been to all of them and they all wanted to automatically put me on medication. Ive also been to all those and different kinds, the psychiatrist kept switching my medication without hesitation if the last didnt seem to work.

So...I dont think Im going back there. Im just trying to fight this on my own right now. I havent been doing too bad lately. But the thing is, one minute I might feel fine (comparatively) like everything might work out and be okay, and a little while later Ill feel like Im dying or start feeling real sick and then my mind starts racing then sometimes leads to a psychotic episode. I have episodes of moderate depression too, and anxiety is always there. My mood is so unpredictable right now, so many mood swings. I remember one time I came on here and said I was doing fine and then not more than an hour later I felt really horrible. I dont know what this is. Right now Im not doing bad, but that could change in a minute.