I'm definitely in a locked mode with the MD over meds; but then that's their focus. As far my T, she really thinks I would feel better and make faster progress if I tried them. The so called "quality of life" focus. She is respectful and supportive of my decision but wants to make sure I know things could be easier.

I have so much going on that I don't want to be looking through "rose colored glasses"; I want to deal with and work on things with a clear head.

My depression is listed as severe and my anxiety is not far behind. Maybe I'm just being stubborn or maybe I'm not thinking clearly, I don't know. Time will tell.