YOU DO NOT SUCK, and please come out from under the rock, you are too special to be under there. I know how you feel about drs., I got a don't call us we'll call you from a dr.. Do you have anyone who could go with you and push for you, I bring my husband, because he will fight for me, where as I back down and run. As far as cleaning up your messes, they can wait, or maybe set a small goal each week, and clean one or two small things up, but if you can't do it, oh well it can wait and give yourself more time to heal and give yourself credit for trying.

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