hi everyone i guess i am hear to whine..and im sorry for that...i admit i have had a several good days in a row..but some triggers have hit close to home..now here i am with a real bad day..im suppose to go back to work monday..if i cant handle the triggers and feel safe in my own home without being sent into depression and anxiety how can i go back to work..im now sitting here wondering how will i make it back to work?? i hate this overwhelming sadness...i dont wann give in to this....and i refuse to...i just wish i could control these troiggers and not let them get the best of me...i once believed we controlled our own destiny...and had some say in it...now im lost....and the fight is hard..anway thanks fror listeing.......
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