years ago, when i was just a kid, social services came to talk to me and my sisters at school. we didn't know what it was all about so we didnt tell them anything relevant to our lives. everyone says we were ab**ed and i dont know i just cant handle it. i really dont think that, its like she has me convinced that i somewhat deserved all I got. I know that a lot of things were uncalled for but i am not so sure about all of it. she had a way of making me feel guilty about myself even though i didnt do half the stuff she accused me of. at some times i felt guilty for things i never did. i do not understand myself or my feelings. i try but it doesnt work. angela do u have a cell phone?