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Christina86 said:
Some days the urge isn't there. Some days it is.

Some days I feel so weak like I'm about to give in...

But I don't, and I'm not sure why.

I guess I want to mess up to prove once again that I'm a "screw up" who can't do anything that she sets her mind to.

But I won't. I'm scared of not being a "screw up". Weird. But I'm not. Nobody is, because this is a hard thing to beat.

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Christina, you speak for me too. I admit it too.
It can be beaten...as you say, one day at a time.