despite all those obstacles aries you are still coming and talking with us about how frustrating it is trying to get help and you've explained it in such a way that i understand how you feel... its very unfortunate that some clinics are not run at the best standards... times inn the USA are hard and getting harder.. funding is a real concern for many of these clinics... they are often understaffed and have many difficulties of thier own to overcome... i understand how easy it is to become disappointed over the shortages and voids left unfilled...

your inner strength can get you thru this tough time aries... please dont give up on yourself or the hope of one day feeling better.... it is so very hard sometimes....