Hi Soveh;

I know exactly how you're feeling, I've there most of the time. Are you seeing a counselor or a therapist? Maybe you need to talk with him/her to try something better. Know you're not why your husband business failed, it's just the resession that is hurting the little man.

Congrats on your raise and promotion, you must be a great worker, but the illness is just making you feel bad, get away from your desk and 5 minutes and splash some cold water on your face. We're here for you and you can PM me anytime.

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