It is hard to keep up, I do NOT cry in front of my husband if I can at all help it. He's an Auto mechanic, his business failed because we couldn't afford to get him a shop type building in anything but our own garage, and our city does NOT allow that. My dreams are simple, I've always wanted a honeymoon...even a simple one, you know, get out of town for a weekend, but we can't afford that, Hell, we can't even afford to go out for a dinner for two....I have so many little things that are bothering me....too many sometimes. I am seeing a therapist, but I am going to have to stop seeing him because I can NOT afford to keep going....