Heck I have not done this in awhile and I hope I don't ramble too much. I have known myself to do that . Where do I start. Right now I am at the end of my tether. I don't have a clue what to do, how to do, why to do. I am 47 years old have suffered major depression off and on for many years, I am homebound with MS and other health issues. No friends except my wonderful hubby who has enough stress right now without my leaning on him. I am scared of life and myself. You would think at my age that I could deal with this all but I can't find anything anymore that seems to work. This is my last hope and I think that is really a sad situation to be in but I don't know what else to do. So here I am and please be gentle with me, I can not take anymore abuse <font color="black"> </font> <font color="black"> </font>