<font color="purple">Just because nothing bad happened to him doesn't mean he's seriously messed up in the head. It's not okay for him to abuse you, it never was. And yeah, he is a lousy father too because he didn't even care when his own son died. His "justification" would be that he's sick. Really sick. But in the end, no amount of justification could make what he did any better in my opinion. You're a GREAT person Griffe, and NOBODY deserves to be treated the way you were.

So, maybe you don't matter to him, so, maybe you have really lousy friends.. but you also matter to alot of people, I'm sure to the people you love, like your girlfriend, that you're their world, to your friends here at PC...well gosh, I've never even met you- but you're like a good friend to me, like a brother. If you were gone, it'd just...be too sad for words.
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