I had found.. all pieces of the puzzle... being DID... finding all the trauma...

and... today... I find.. there is one.. really huge.. trauma to deal with...

I want to rant.... to rave... to scream.. to say "not fair"...

because I have worked.. so very hard.. in the last few months.. to grow.. to make... the memories.. less painful...

and.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... there is just more....

my guess.. no one cares... I just want scream...