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Sannah said:
I am sorry Skee, how long have you had these fears?

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Thanks for all of the support. It's been eight years of struggling with this...my official label...diagnosis...is bipolar, social anxiety disorder, and ptsd... It makes it very difficult for my dd to be able to do anything, however and I am really, really trying to be better..

Update on the event...I took the Valium....took a shower and cried throughout the shower so my dd wouldn't know I was all shook up... Then I came out with a smile and took her...and cried on the way there... When I got there there were outside waiting on us so I walked up to the car and said hello, put her bags in the car and thanked them for taking her... Then I got back on the car and cried all the way home....heavy sigh! And for hours later!

Difficult, just difficult, to be normal... Heck, at this stage I don't know any more what normal is...

TJ