Okay, I just gotta be honest here GreyGoose. You're writing is fabulous...you are incredibly articulate and know how to verbally paint a picture, your humor...while self-depricating, is roll on the frickin' floor funny. But my confession is this: I'm experiencing a tinge of guilt for getting so much pleasure from your obvious pain. I beg your forgiveness and yet pray you'll go on and regale us with your life's story. Thank you GreyGoose, you're a winner in my book. TgrsPurr.