I guess - I am trying to get some school stuff sorted out, v important stuff, but the school isn't helping much. And I guess if you're under the threat of ending up homeless, that means stress. So yes, I would think I'm under more steress than usual.

The BPD isn´t an official diagnosis yet, but it read on some paper that they sent to some bureaucrats (hehe) because of my sick leave that "patient exhibits signs of difficult borderline personality disorder". Next time I can ask questions about it so I will ask about that since there is very little information (and mostly speculaiton) about "difficult" bpd.

I'm not in therapy, because the psych nurse I'm seeing think s I'm too "vulnerable" to do go to psychotherapy. Though I think it's the pdoc's job to decide how I am. Pdoc just takes care of the meds and the hospitalization stuff. Which I fear is near if I don't start improving

Thanks for reading PsyChris.