Thank you, Wanttoheal,

I appreciate your ideas and will see what I can do with them. Right now the idea of doing that makes part of me physically ill. Which sort of shoots the cooperation thing down in flames. I have stuffed animals and the art supplies are in lockdown and I'm not sure how to get the permission in her to get them out of the closet and play with them. I know I need to take care of my littles, but it sure stirs up my hornets nest when I try. My spouse doesn't accept me or them and I'm afraid I'll mess up and be a kid when hes home and make a big stinky mess. i love him and i hate being married and i cant manage on me own, oh damn, i ffeel like a big loser.
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