I get jittery inside thinking about talking to the SS worker about changing the payee. He may tell my mom and if it doesn't go through, she'll be veryyyy MAD. Anyone know how I can go about getting her taken off of it without her knowing? From what I understand, it doesn't matter if she's over it or not, SOMEONE (who's mentally stable, blah) has to be over it besides me. Whenever the check gets cashed each month, me AND my mom have to sign it or it won't get cashed. If my check doesn't get cashed, my car insurance goes down the drain and I have no gas and I get no medications because I wouldn't even have the co-pay for it. And let's just say if I go without my medication, things will get heated quick.

I do feel kinda good about me in one aspect today. The last time I was in inpatient at the mental hospital, they put me on child unit for some reason (it had something to do with conflict between the insurance companies I was using) and there was a lady there who abused those kids to an extreme and made fun of my stretch marks (I've been pregnant twice, give me a break!) and as soon as I got out, I reported her. They investigated it and she lost her job. Come to find out, that nurse (and a few others) thought that since they were kids, they wouldn't say anything. But really, they wanted to talk... They just needed someone to really listen.