(((((MYZEN)))))

You seem so strong. Alot stronger then I am.

I try to be strong. Today I felt so lost. I was at work and
tried my very best to stay busy to keep my mind off of things. It worked I must say , so I'm happy about that. My T thinks I expect to much from myself. She thinks that I should praise myself for the small accomplishments. It's hard to do that when I am used to making big accomplishments with no problem. It's like starting from square one. It's so very frustrating and sometimes I don't know how I make it through. I really don't. All I can say is that I am so very thankful I have found this place and the support from all of you helps me so much.
Thank You...All of you.