Why me?
What did i do to deserve this?
I am not strong anymore, I just want it all to go away. The urge is here, I am trying to fight it off, my therapist tried some hypnotherapy on me yesterday and I feel like i have lost control, i feel like he is in control- now he knows the reasons why and i do not like that. Why do i continue to let people in. I told him i didn't like it, but he said he was able to get some reasons as to why I cut, it is kinda obvious- im depressed and my moods are all over and well it makes the pain go away and I can see it go and lets me be in control and at times it makes me feel the pain when i am numb.