I know I have a lot of emotional baggage, I know I am depressed and "emotionally raw" from many years of physical and emotional abuse but....do I belong here?? I know what triggers me and I try to avoid them. I can't seem to find where I fit in for support.

Like this AM, I was sooo depressed. I went to chat to talk. I found a room with only women and open discussion. At first it was ok, then the topic changed and set off my anxiety. Even with my anxiety up and crying I was willing to hang in so I put up my away message to regain my composure. Then someone typed "I wish she would just sign out". I was crushed.

I'm beginning to think I don't fit in any where, this is horrible.