I feel so much sadness today, I miss my nana so much, tomorrow is the anniversry of her death, of the car accident.
I honestly haven't been to her grave since the day we buried her.
I feel so overwhelmed by all of this, I never got to grive, I was so doped up from the pain pills I had to have just to make it to the funeral.
All of this grief brings up sadness for my Mimi my greatgrandmother who passed away 6 months after my Nana died.
Just so many little reminders everywhere, of both of them, I cryed all last night, I found the last birthday cards my nana gave me and my mimi gave me.
So sad, so full of tears, there is this void and nothing can ever replace it, I don't know what to do,