Oh sweetie I am so sorry.... as there is nothing better than finding a T that knows about and can deal with DID.

Please try and go over your expenses again and see if there is any way what so ever for you to see the T maybe every two weeks, as something is better than nothing in this case and if left untreated it could worsen over the years.

Not trying to pry but can I ask how much is your part of each visit after the insurance pays? - mine was $30 and I still managed to go to T for eight years... and I am better off for it - 15 alters integrated down to one.