Very intereresting thread here that I need to think on some more. I am definetely sensitive to rejection, I am pretty much housebound. Once a week maybe I can get out to dinner with Hubby and I am so grateful to have communication with a human being. We live in a town that is full of tourists so most people that I will meet will not become more than "Single serving friends" I turn down most invites except to a few places because of my fears regarding my health. They can be embarrasing at times. But I have a question also here, I find I do this to my hubby, and thankfully he loves me, but I push him away, knowing in my deepest heart that I am not worthy of his love. Why do we do this?? It hurts him deeply when I get in that mode and I am just grateful that he has never left me, his love is all that keeps me going . Not a question just rambling sorry. Linda Thanks <font color="black"> </font>